Quantcast
Channel: Be still, My beating Heart··
Browsing all 59 articles
Browse latest View live

Image may be NSFW.
Clik here to view.

Today's

It's another day with hopes and gratitude, everyday i hope, and im feeling grateful eventhough life is not easy but im still breathing.Begin from today, that means not to procrastinate. This day is...

View Article



Image may be NSFW.
Clik here to view.

Karmic cycle

I have been staring at the sky after my gym workout, and then at my phone, back to the sky again. I have been doing this for over half an hour and another half now yet each time i stare at the digits...

View Article

Image may be NSFW.
Clik here to view.

I will stand

       I'm always standing at the same place, I don't change, but people around are changeable, it seems to be a normal thing for people come and go, but they don't seem to know me well that I hate...

View Article

Image may be NSFW.
Clik here to view.

Harden your shield

You know, something somewhere has gone terribly wrong but you dont know what and neither do you know where.You prop yourself up and move to this corner in the bed, a corner between walls that act like...

View Article

Image may be NSFW.
Clik here to view.

I smiled and i am still smiling

If you're brave enough to say goodbye, life will reward you with a new hello. There are too many goodbye in my life. It seems to be sorry, and too many sorry seems to be a little common after all, and...

View Article


Image may be NSFW.
Clik here to view.

Dont shoot me down

It's been a long time since i was last in this space. Months forgotten, almost like that of the title of this post. But here will always be a part of me, and in its depths the memories that sometimes...

View Article

Image may be NSFW.
Clik here to view.

Am always here

Always in need to be back to the space where i could actually get my mind clear after typing, but still, undeal with my blog domain, something that keep bugging me as I'm really a technology nerd....

View Article

Image may be NSFW.
Clik here to view.

Keep calm and study

It seems that my blog is working, it simply made me smile a little on this gray day. And i promise,  i shall consistently get back to here, but slowly.I have been reducing my gym time from 6hours to...

View Article


Image may be NSFW.
Clik here to view.

So close yet so far

Wondering if theres any one second i have ever crossed your mind. If you put me on the spot, i promise i would try anyway. Like my hearts gonna drop, my mind drifting away and i can't be doubting....

View Article


Image may be NSFW.
Clik here to view.

At gym, you reap what you sow

Many people are curious and ask me about my gym progress, and to teach how my abs form and so, Im not the pro,  but it's my pleasure to share my little knowledge, fred not to send me a text. Did i not...

View Article

Image may be NSFW.
Clik here to view.

The all new oven bits

Today i felt the tightening of my chest, all too familiar yet different at the same time. Is that because I'm having cold, feeling sick because of the bad weather, it weakens me whenever i get into the...

View Article

Image may be NSFW.
Clik here to view.

Notice me, and not more

It's always been in draft since the blog is not be dealed yet, still i have decided to post even if it's unread. And you can see that the only thing that made me back to blogging, the emotion, the...

View Article

Image may be NSFW.
Clik here to view.

Differently different you

You are always in held high and with confidence, it makes you proud and even in perfect day. Til there always comes a time in your perfect little world where cracks start to show and leaks somehow...

View Article


Image may be NSFW.
Clik here to view.

The day you went away

There are days in a year that year that you feel at your lowest. A sinking feeling that eats at your emotions and causes you to feel completely worthless. Nothing seems to cheer you up and you can't...

View Article

Image may be NSFW.
Clik here to view.

Promise me

Im the type of not giving up easily when i get serious with, i keep trying no matter how much undesirably in return. It is in that moment of weakness that you often realize how the words of warning...

View Article


Image may be NSFW.
Clik here to view.

My calling

There is a simplicity in happiness. It’s a form of contentment that holds no expectations. It's not random, it's your calling. The kiss from a lover, the warm hug from a crush, a lick of a dog or the...

View Article

Image may be NSFW.
Clik here to view.

Faith, do the talking

It gets on my nerves and the blood runs cold, in the arteries, my heart stop beating a second when i am afraid to know what you're going to say next. I seemed to know but no, i don't wish to know. Bad...

View Article


Image may be NSFW.
Clik here to view.

Misty morning

It's nice seeing you, that i actually do miss you, it meant a lot to me. whenever I'm with you, it just feel so right. But i was often wondering whats in yours, i wish i could read you. Theres a lot...

View Article

Image may be NSFW.
Clik here to view.

untitled

I never really understood the feelings I had or the reasons for my decisions. They guided me well enough over the years and I was never made to really think them through.Last night a hearted chat with...

View Article

Image may be NSFW.
Clik here to view.

Just Be

Im fumbling over the words, i don't feel a bit like me these days.I do believe I have been happy and contented for quite a while now. Or perhaps I had made myself believe that enough to some extent...

View Article
Browsing all 59 articles
Browse latest View live




Latest Images